funny

i think that God is funny, in a the funniest most amazingest manner.
When everything gets haywire and you wanna just run and give up on him, it takes one day not even that to change your mind.
Hes a good God unlike any other kind of God that i have seeked before. He is even more different then he was a year ago.
Genesis is the right way to get people serious, so much so that it can save the world, with that book alone.
Revelation is the scared shitless kinda book, where you get scared but then remember the awesome savior who just happened to save you from all the horrible things that are coming.
Yay to God for staying consistent and staying amazing from beginning to end.
sometimes Genesis makes me kinda happy that sin happened, cause it makes me wonder if i would still think God was amazing if i hadnt sinned so damn much.

I am finally back on track with these blogs, they mean nothing if they arent about Jesus.

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I hate how Satan makes it easy for people to blame dumb shit on God.

alone...

so lately, ive been alone pretty much everyday not counting school and its really put me inside my head. Im stressed because i might not have enough money for a place when im 18 which is NEXT year. I probably dont have the grades or the money for college, so i guess im going to be flippin burgers for the rest of my life. Hey! that sounds like such a wonderful future to look forward too.
I am not sure what God has planned for my life but honestly it doesnt look good at all.
God is good i dont doubt it one bit, its just i have no friends, no money, no 4.0, no time, i am finding it hard to be an optimist when your basically a loser.
I knew that my life had to get bad again, usually that happens when you think your doing alright.
what happened to my friends, i didnt think i was that bad of a person.
I am learning that family is really all you have in life, and i barely have that.