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In all honesty my life for the past two months has probably been the worst I have ever experience in all 18 years. Sounds dramatic, probably is.
I didn't even know what was going wrong until yesterday, I just knew it wasn't right.
I've learned that it is important to stick by who you are no matter what.
Also, change is not a bad thing if done correctly. Change does not mean losing yourself completely.
God loves me and he loves me the way that I am, changing or unchanging. PERIOD.
I spent the last couple of months, not wanting to be this angry rude person who honestly didn't give a fuck about most people. Which is still not what I want. All that resulted in was me playing it too safe and nothing was getting resolved whenever I had issues. So if there is one good thing about being the way that I am is I get stuff handled haha.
It made me feel like I was drowning in all the problems I was not facing.
So I have made a decision that I would rather accidentally be a little rude and bold then not saying anything and letting it dwell and then taking it out on the person I love.
So, I am gonna be me again and hopefully learn a positive way to handle conflicts.
