Prayer for my life

"A long day alone
Emptiness is so real
Never having peace of mind
Running from what I can't see
And there is nowhere left to hide
Turn and face these empty eyes
All alone, heart untold
Trying to find

Break me down replace this fear inside
Take this nothingness from me
I want to find
I want to shine
I want to rise
Break me down

I try to find myself
I find the stranger trapped inside
And I'll take one more step away
From the face I used to recognize
Familiar shadows closing in
Suffocating fear descends
It comes alive, uncovered eyes

I'm trying to find
Break me down replace this fear inside
Take this nothingness from me
I want to find
I want to shine
I want to rise
Break me down

Replace this fear inside
Take this nothingness from me
I want to find
I want to shine
I want to rise
Break me down

Break me down
I want to find
I want to shine
I want to rise
Break me down [repeat]

Break me! "

-Red

There are some things in my life that I am uncertain about, and all it amounts to is me panicking.

I need to let go and let God haha.

I just get so anxious and so scared when I don't know what is coming.

I have lost myself completely yet again and I am really frustrated about that. I want to know who I am and be secure in that but, i need to be okay with being unsure and i need to be okay with my insecurities.

I need God to show me who I am, MAKE me who I am.

I want to be the best for him, and the only way to do that is to lose myself completely.