falling apart, barely breathing, with a broken heart thats still beating

hmm, lifehouse title much?
i just went on a tangent with that, it was originally supposed to be called falling apart, flying happy or some stupid lame stuff like that.
Anyways,
Church was good, I didnt want to socialize which is not a good thing but, sometimes those days happen. God is amazing, I didnt want to watch babies tonight, i wasnt feeling up in tip top shape yesterday, but i was willing to do it because duh is for GOD, then we got one baby and she cried forever and her mom came and got her and so we didnt even have to do it. WOW aint that amazing.
I was bummed though, cause spending time with Kaylene is always good and serving the Lord is the best part.
Basically, the sermon was convicted as ever, cause i am quite the opposite of Paul. But one thing i needed to be reminded of was SUCK IT UP, haha i was being a baby and then Mac was just like suck it up i had to suck it up and i was just like me tooo brother me too.
it was kind of like a mutual heart to heart moment well of course im kidding cause thats just a little bit creepy but, you know what i mean (hopefully)
so yeah that was my night of church.
Fellowship still trying to enjoy everynight, God is easy to enjoy :]