identity crisis? maybe?

I have come to realize that no matter how much i think that i know about myself i know absolutely nothing at all. i think i am at the stage in my life, where everything is becoming real but, not too real. I realize that who i was a year ago is not who i am today but the person i am going to be tomorrow is not what i am today? i am not sure if that makes any sense at all. I just feel like growing up but, then i realize i am just a kid. I wanna do things that are brilliant but, i dont want to get proud. I want to be perfect in weakness but, I dont want to be weak. These are normal things to be going through as a 16 year old i think but, it makes it twice as hard when you add God into the equation. I need to please him before i please myself but, also what comes along with being a teenager is the whole "its all about me" attitude. Gal i wish that you just woke up and knew who you were. I know what i stand for and that is Jesus but, I am clueless to who the person in the mirror is. So, yeah thats my life lately.