kind of lame, but whatever.

I can't help it, these feelings rushed in.

I want to scream, I need to breathe.

I want to win, I need to lose.

I've been playing games, playing God.

This is destroying me.

I can't help it, your all i see.

Why can't I feel any differently?

I wish i could become somebody else

somebody different.

This is building me.

I can't help it, you're challenging me.

I have been working, working too hard.

You have been working, working so easily.

I am sinking, God teach me how to swim.

You are increasing.

I can't help it, I'm stubborn.

since when was this not allowed?

I'm making things way too interesting.

I don't want this, but I am lying.

I am decreasing.

I can't help it, I'm in love.

you are the match to my slow steady heart.

It's chaotic, but i am captivated.

I am selfish, undeserving.

We are becoming.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

Jesus, is my everything, and yours too.

He is shaping us, making us fit together.

He calms the static, shows me the way to go.

I am selfish, I am undeserving.

This is what grace is for.

Patience is what I need, thank God you have some.

I love you, I love you enough to work as hard as i need to.

I love you, I love you enough to sacrifice whatever i have to.

God is my focus, my treasure is you.

I just wanna know how this is all going to fit.

I trust you God, I trust you.

I want to feel, I need to feel safe.

I am in your arms, and that is forever.

You are capable, you are in control.

I don't need to worry anymore.