I have no idea how to work the new blog layout... but i somehow got to this point and this is all i really wanted to do so i guess it was a success?

I love being independent, truly it is the most freeing thing. I know that I have my own back and when nobody is here for me or on my side I can be. But, sometimes I need somebody and thats why family is becoming more important to me. If you know me you know that my family is a struggle. But, I am learning to look past everything and move forward. Because some days I don't have a handle on anything, Sometimes I want to do things I shouldn't call people I told myself numerous times I wasn't gonna call, but I have learned on those days I can always call my family and watch Ru Pauls drag race or work on puzzles with my sister and finish them in record time. Things are beginning to look better for me, Slowly I will be over losing everything important to me, but gain the things that should have been important in the first place.

My mom has made me who I am whether I am happy about that or not. She's crazy, wild, inappropriate, sassy, cute, hard working, outspoken, strong, and independent. I love her to pieces she taught me how to fend for myself, how to work. She and I have had the worst relationship back in the day but, forgiveness is a powerful thing. Life is too short to stick on to all that negative. We have a good relationship now, a work in progress though. I am excited to get a place with her, it is only build our relationship more. Plus I will be less lonely with her around. I love my momma.

My sister is amazing, we fight and get on each others nerves most of the time but, the funnest of times are always with her. I know that if a song comes on and the singer is being ridiculous me and my sister are gonna both be thinking the same thing and we're ready to imitate. I love singing hit me with a text all weird with her, bringing Nsync back and realizing how fucked up their songs really are, and also rocking out to Madonna and looking over seeing a man in a red SUV enjoying the show but continuing anyway. Me and my sister are fly as hell and I love her to death. She's my best friend and my worst enemy but, thats a sister right?