evan almighty really relevant?

I watched Evan Almighty today, and it was pretty interesting.
It may not seem very relevent but being the investigator I am I tried to find something I could take from it. So when "God" was telling evans wife something at the diner it was amazing!
"When you ask for patience does God give you patience or does he give you an opportunity to be patient, when you ask for courage does God give you courage or does he give you opportunities to be courageous"
I thought it was an amazingly relevant scene. Its so true we can ask ask ask and think were not getting any answers but really we do get them, often not in the form were expecting. For me its easy to just stick to what I want and I simply lose the opportunities God gives me. Recently, I've gotten into arguements easily and I've just been waiting for God to just to take it away but its a give and take relationship. We've been given free will, but it is important to still rely on God but also doing what God asked.

would you like some stress with that life?

Hah yeah clever title...psh yeah right.
I love my lifgroup small group thing. I look forward to getting to know people. Somehow tetris can become related to Jesus and people apparently play in weird ways. School, and home life is the most stressful part to anything. The term is ending I don't know if I can get my grades to go up in time. I have 2 tests tomorrow I'm not prepared for and I've got deeper that evening. I need a break from life. Could somebody trade me spots?

hot chocolate

yeah its pretty much the best that and raw milk.
I wanna be healthy sometimes but idk i think just because of the raw milk and whatever that Ezekiel tortilla was haha. I wanna play clue forever and spend some time with apples to apples [i lose all the time] Late night conversations about scary stuff is always pretty crazy. Watching better off dead was the kind of keep to yourself funny. Driving around in kevins car going a million miles an hour. Not knowing where my phone went and not getting on the internet. Trying to be quiet and then dropping things loudly on the floor. Laughing like a goat and smiling til my cheeks hurt. Praising God as loudly as i can and not give a crap if my voice is off key. Spending time at the Peery's just listening to the conversations that are about random stuff and then serious stuff. Going to the Camerons when we were originally going to kevins. Playing with Miss Mittens the cat that does not like me very much. Learning alll about the bad stuff in bad food. Folding laundry and not doing a great job. Going to movies. Going on walks. Praying in groups all the time. Going to school and learning important stuff even when you feel like noones around. Blasting the radio, singing our hearts out, late night trips to walmart playing dress up and riding little boy bikes. yeah thats what i want to be doing for a long time.
Praise you Lord for you are good, your faithful love endures forever.

ahhh.

 My weekend was fantastic it was the most fun ive had in my life. I feel like myself is coming back because im making friends, being happy, singing loud and proud in worship, burning up for Jesus, serving with a whole servants heart, etc. I love Jesus, no doubt about that but i was soo frozen. Staying the same for months. Now im noticing change and i love that. Jesus can change your heart you just gotta let him do it. I was not letting him therefore no change but im letting him now and i am loving every second i still have a lot to go and then ill have more but, for now im very satisfied  and ready to make more friends and get them excited for Jesus. Man Jesus is the most incredibly thing ever not even milk can compare. Ive learned to trust him a lot more. IF im upset i put on worship songs and sing my heart out and all of a sudden im not upset anymore, i used to put my God into a box a tiny little box and id lock that box but now its open unlocked and the key is thrown away.  NOt trying to glorify myself at alll but to glorify the awesome holy righteous GOD of the universe! He did it all!

this world has nothing for me.

Hah no crazy analogies this time.

I was such a little buttt today, complaining all over the place. Idk word vomit I guess was just happening. I feel like today went by tooo fast and that eating nothing and getting no sleep is not healthy, I think I'm dying haha. Jk. I was amazing by what God was doing with church and myself tonight. I mean holy snap it was PACKED. There was definately coldness but still smiling faces (mostly). I was so tired of hearing about money but then tonight I was gettng stabbed in the chest over and over and I'm so thankful for that. Gosh all this time I've been thinking I am good with my money but I'm not. In some ways its a good thing I lost my wallet. I'm excited for faithwalkers ahhhh I get to go this year woot woot. No buckets though :( I need some major sleep or I might die plus I forgot. I cannot make up my mind about the overnighter on the 18th... I've gotta pray for sure.
Anyways haha my mind just exploded have a good night.

fall weather

I like the fall, its my favorite, the beautiful brown, orange, and yellow leaves falling to the ground slowly. I love that. I think trees in general are something i admire they are such awesome works of art created by the Lord. Right now they remind me of Roots, well of course its because they have them, but also because of their strength. As a church we need to have strength. Satan comes down on us real hard these days and if we cant have the strength to pull through we are not gonna get very far as a church. In the fall the leaves begin to fall off until eventually there are no more leaves to fall down and just confirms the fact that we are all apart of a tree and were each a leaf, we can begin to slip and then fall off but then we have the strength by the tree[jesus] to grow back up in our faith. A big part of that is nutrients and water and all that jazz which is like us helping eachother out, feeding eachother nutrients so that way we can grow back. I dont know maybe thats dumb but its whats on my mind right at this moment. 

Teeth, and life.

Teeth are the worst, Sometimes i wonder why God created us to have them, and receive cavities. If we didnt have cavities then there would be no need for dentist and no annoying mouth surgery. Then just now i realized that we abuse our teeth, therefore we have a consequence. Just like if we sin we have a consequence. So i was thinking real hard about it and it makes total sense that teeth arent really that big of a deal compared to other things (teeth is definetly not sin). If we shove our face with candy and soda pop then obviously we might get a cavity but if we brush brush brush and eat good healthy foods then no problems. If we fill our minds with wicked thoughts then eventually we will end up doing the sin we are thinking about doing. Sorry my mind kinda goes crazy and i dont write good.