ahhh.

 My weekend was fantastic it was the most fun ive had in my life. I feel like myself is coming back because im making friends, being happy, singing loud and proud in worship, burning up for Jesus, serving with a whole servants heart, etc. I love Jesus, no doubt about that but i was soo frozen. Staying the same for months. Now im noticing change and i love that. Jesus can change your heart you just gotta let him do it. I was not letting him therefore no change but im letting him now and i am loving every second i still have a lot to go and then ill have more but, for now im very satisfied  and ready to make more friends and get them excited for Jesus. Man Jesus is the most incredibly thing ever not even milk can compare. Ive learned to trust him a lot more. IF im upset i put on worship songs and sing my heart out and all of a sudden im not upset anymore, i used to put my God into a box a tiny little box and id lock that box but now its open unlocked and the key is thrown away.  NOt trying to glorify myself at alll but to glorify the awesome holy righteous GOD of the universe! He did it all!