Desperate

Recently, meaning today I realized something that God has been trying to teach me.
Being desperate for God is a good thing, I need to be pouring my worries, my struggles, my heartache, my everything into him and letting it make me desperate rather than running away from him into things that are not good for me.
God is using my as a tool to teach the ladies of the womens group I attend and I am assigned to teach on the passage, Luke 7:37-48. Just like Jesus was doing in that passage teaching a lesson to the pharisee he taught me that same lesson.
Learning that it's not about how little your sin is it's about how much you recognize your need for him and respond to that need by becoming DESPERATE for him. Thats something I needed to be reminded of.

I love how God works because, he wasn't just gonna stop with that. He wasn't going to just say "oh she gets it lets move on" He wants to make it stick and sink in so again I go to Women in Training and of course Mac is talking about how we are adequate with God, that Gods grace is sufficient for us, FOR ME. That goes along with it because, I always can feel inadequate I have major personal issues with that so being reminded that, i am not is soooo good for me. Realizing running away from God because i feel inadequate is not the way to get adequate. It is me relying on him to MAKE me adequate that will do the job.

I can't do this alone and I am totally desperate for my dad.