im the only one to blame

To tell you the truth, i am def. not looking forward to life today.
I find it funny how when i couldnt fall asleep until really late God someone manages to get me up at my favorite time. 10am.
i laughed at that.
I love how God works, even if i dont like surprises.
It reminded me of how much he wants me happy even if i dont want it for myself.
So basically now i am excited for life today.
Just thinking about it makes it a little more better.
Ill probably be in a bad mood at the end of the day but,
thats okay with me as long as its at the end.