Let the Flames Begin....

IS an amazing freaking song! 

anyways, this blog has nothing to do with that song! haha. 

So basically, my life is pretty good, i mean there are a couple of things that i would consider myself not very happy about, and kind of avoiding to be honest. 

But whats new?

i always have something wrong and im beginning to be okay with that. 

Whenever my thoughts sink in [with the exception of nighttime before sleep] I can just remember the hope i have in Christ. 

MY gratitude, for Jesus is outstanding. All i do is pray and tell God how fucking amazing he is and then

all of a sudden i forget about everything that makes me sad. 

"keep me safe inside your arms like towers they tower over me"

-paramore

that is precisely how i feel all the time now. My flame for God is really lit this time, not fake lit or whatever the hell it was before when i swear i was on fire but it lasted briefly. This is the real deal and im liking it. 

I can smile for no reason and know that is 100% because i love God. 

I find no reason to hide it anymore ill praise him no matter who i am with. 

thats a good step....i worry to much about making people angry when i should have been trusting that God would have me praise him around the right people. 

I need to become more like Paul, because people are dying. 

Its time to WAKE UP.